I hate the feeling of having lost the only person you can talk about anything to and now you feel as though you’re alone in the world and not even your best friends can make you feel better because you think they don’t care enough for you. A fantasy world will always beat the real world. Fuck the real world and all its hypocritical meaning. Fuck dreams for making you believe you can do anything in the world. That’s a 1 in a million possibility, and i want to be that 1. I want my friends to be as real as they can be with me, I want life to be as easy and fun as it can be, and i want this nation to stop lying about freedom and equality and love because it’s all bull shit.